Tuesday, 29 September 2009

I have cried all night long................

this is what I posted last Thursday - or ABOUT last thursdays events:

"EXCITING (kind of) NEWS ! - I had to see HR on Thursday as my grumpy, nasty, vile, stinking cooworker has drove me crazy for a number of weeks - she hasn't really been that much better but it's been copable for the last 3 months or so but the last number of weeks I could easily smash her vile stinking face in. BEFORE the HR meeting boss tells us that one or other of us needs to help out in another department for about 3 months - I wanted to jump to the opportunity, but didn't - SHE is saying she wants to share this job - Something else she wants to cause me troubles over - anyway, it will mean that I don't have to work with her directly for 3 months which will give me breathing space and maybe in that 3 months I can find another job - HOPEFULLY - I applied for 7 jobs this week-have had 4 rejections, how sad is that !BUT ...................... things have got to be better with her out of the equation - I cannot abare that woman".

Our boss lady didn't speak to me yesterday about this job which was available, so asked boss' understudy to speak to the other boses about the job today and the higher management had both me and shitface in the office, THERE IS NO JOB - it has been given to someone else, my heart hit my boots. THEN boss man tells us off basically, directing a lot of the upsetment at me, basically saying that we are silly little women - and that we JUST HAVE TO WORK TOGETHER and GET ON. That is an impossibility - immediately the bosses left SHE starts again and argued with me. I have come home in tears for the 30th time since working with her. All the way through the meeting she called me a liar again - WHAT gives this woman the right to keep calling me a liar - I AM NOT A LIAR, that woman would try the patience of God. I hate her, I wish her harm and that upsets me to think that I can think that way, but 9 months of harrassment and bullying at the hands of her - I do seriously wish her lots of harm. I hope God forgives me, but I would sincerely like to know WHAT I did in my lifetime to deserve ending up working with her.

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