I couldn't do it. We need the money. I hate going in to work. SHE apparently loves going in to work. I hate her.
Boss came in and basically said 'you just have to get on with it' - 3 months ago the same boss was telling me this was bullying in the workplace and I NEEDED to take it further and sort her out once and for all. How quickly he has forgotten - NO HELP THERE THEN !
SHE comes in today and is sweetness itself. I hate her - she is a bully, I hate her for that.
It was a good day because she was nice. I still hate her because she is so false and has double standards.
And yet another day tomorrow with her.
I hate her.
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
Tuesday, 29 September 2009
I have cried all night long................
this is what I posted last Thursday - or ABOUT last thursdays events:
"EXCITING (kind of) NEWS ! - I had to see HR on Thursday as my grumpy, nasty, vile, stinking cooworker has drove me crazy for a number of weeks - she hasn't really been that much better but it's been copable for the last 3 months or so but the last number of weeks I could easily smash her vile stinking face in. BEFORE the HR meeting boss tells us that one or other of us needs to help out in another department for about 3 months - I wanted to jump to the opportunity, but didn't - SHE is saying she wants to share this job - Something else she wants to cause me troubles over - anyway, it will mean that I don't have to work with her directly for 3 months which will give me breathing space and maybe in that 3 months I can find another job - HOPEFULLY - I applied for 7 jobs this week-have had 4 rejections, how sad is that !BUT ...................... things have got to be better with her out of the equation - I cannot abare that woman".
Our boss lady didn't speak to me yesterday about this job which was available, so asked boss' understudy to speak to the other boses about the job today and the higher management had both me and shitface in the office, THERE IS NO JOB - it has been given to someone else, my heart hit my boots. THEN boss man tells us off basically, directing a lot of the upsetment at me, basically saying that we are silly little women - and that we JUST HAVE TO WORK TOGETHER and GET ON. That is an impossibility - immediately the bosses left SHE starts again and argued with me. I have come home in tears for the 30th time since working with her. All the way through the meeting she called me a liar again - WHAT gives this woman the right to keep calling me a liar - I AM NOT A LIAR, that woman would try the patience of God. I hate her, I wish her harm and that upsets me to think that I can think that way, but 9 months of harrassment and bullying at the hands of her - I do seriously wish her lots of harm. I hope God forgives me, but I would sincerely like to know WHAT I did in my lifetime to deserve ending up working with her.
"EXCITING (kind of) NEWS ! - I had to see HR on Thursday as my grumpy, nasty, vile, stinking cooworker has drove me crazy for a number of weeks - she hasn't really been that much better but it's been copable for the last 3 months or so but the last number of weeks I could easily smash her vile stinking face in. BEFORE the HR meeting boss tells us that one or other of us needs to help out in another department for about 3 months - I wanted to jump to the opportunity, but didn't - SHE is saying she wants to share this job - Something else she wants to cause me troubles over - anyway, it will mean that I don't have to work with her directly for 3 months which will give me breathing space and maybe in that 3 months I can find another job - HOPEFULLY - I applied for 7 jobs this week-have had 4 rejections, how sad is that !BUT ...................... things have got to be better with her out of the equation - I cannot abare that woman".
Our boss lady didn't speak to me yesterday about this job which was available, so asked boss' understudy to speak to the other boses about the job today and the higher management had both me and shitface in the office, THERE IS NO JOB - it has been given to someone else, my heart hit my boots. THEN boss man tells us off basically, directing a lot of the upsetment at me, basically saying that we are silly little women - and that we JUST HAVE TO WORK TOGETHER and GET ON. That is an impossibility - immediately the bosses left SHE starts again and argued with me. I have come home in tears for the 30th time since working with her. All the way through the meeting she called me a liar again - WHAT gives this woman the right to keep calling me a liar - I AM NOT A LIAR, that woman would try the patience of God. I hate her, I wish her harm and that upsets me to think that I can think that way, but 9 months of harrassment and bullying at the hands of her - I do seriously wish her lots of harm. I hope God forgives me, but I would sincerely like to know WHAT I did in my lifetime to deserve ending up working with her.
Friday, 25 September 2009
Saturday 26th September, 2009
Well, I NEVER EVER thought I would see this day - well, yesterday to be precise - My son moved out and into a flat with his girlfriend. I am so happy that he has found someone, SHE is lovely, and they're happy together - they are always laughing. I hope son that you now LAUGH your whole life through because you deserve every shread of happiness that comes your way. Well done to you both. We love you.
I ache all over though! Moving here was stressful and emotional, but the physical move was done by the removals company. Driving to and fro the flat and the walk up and down those stairs upteem times, my legs feel like lead today and had to take ibruprofen.
My house is a disgusting mess - they have left their old room in such a shambles! Still loads of stuff to take over. I am waiting for a phone call to take a few more items over and try and get this house into some kind of assemblance.
Took Korin to work and did some shopping - now going to tackle the house - I feel exhausted though. Such is my life.
EXCITING (kind of) NEWS ! - I had to see HR on Thursday as my grumpy, nasty, vile, stinking cooworker has drove me crazy for a number of weeks - she hasn't really been that much better but it's been copable for the last 3 months or so but the last number of weeks I could easily smash her vile stinking face in. BEFORE the HR meeting boss tells us that one or other of us needs to help out in another department for about 3 months - I wanted to jump to the opportunity, but didn't - SHE is saying she wants to share this job - Something else she wants to cause me troubles over - anyway, it will mean that I don't have to work with her directly for 3 months which will give me breathing space and maybe in that 3 months I can find another job - HOPEFULLY - I applied for 7 jobs this week-have had 4 rejections, how sad is that !
BUT ...................... things have got to be better with her out of the equation - I cannot abare that woman.
I ache all over though! Moving here was stressful and emotional, but the physical move was done by the removals company. Driving to and fro the flat and the walk up and down those stairs upteem times, my legs feel like lead today and had to take ibruprofen.
My house is a disgusting mess - they have left their old room in such a shambles! Still loads of stuff to take over. I am waiting for a phone call to take a few more items over and try and get this house into some kind of assemblance.
Took Korin to work and did some shopping - now going to tackle the house - I feel exhausted though. Such is my life.
EXCITING (kind of) NEWS ! - I had to see HR on Thursday as my grumpy, nasty, vile, stinking cooworker has drove me crazy for a number of weeks - she hasn't really been that much better but it's been copable for the last 3 months or so but the last number of weeks I could easily smash her vile stinking face in. BEFORE the HR meeting boss tells us that one or other of us needs to help out in another department for about 3 months - I wanted to jump to the opportunity, but didn't - SHE is saying she wants to share this job - Something else she wants to cause me troubles over - anyway, it will mean that I don't have to work with her directly for 3 months which will give me breathing space and maybe in that 3 months I can find another job - HOPEFULLY - I applied for 7 jobs this week-have had 4 rejections, how sad is that !
BUT ...................... things have got to be better with her out of the equation - I cannot abare that woman.
Sunday, 20 September 2009
Sunday 20th September, 2009 -
house will look like this - but it's only at 2nd stage build at the moment.
From my beautiful house to a smaller version and then onto my new new house, hopefully in December - hope it's not delayed although we've got two months rent to find as well as the mortgage then!Where has the last month gone too. We had every intention of opening all the boxes that are packed in the garage here and on landings and in corners of rooms etc - and we have basically done nothing, I suppose we are still worn out from the move and the 6 weeks prior getting here. The new house is coming along nicely and must go and get some more pictures taken. Work is terrible, Liz is still vile but pretends to be nice and my friend - I still hate her. Can't help it - she spoke to me derogatory again this last week, AM I really supposed to just take it and let her talk to me any way she wants. SHE still grabs all the work that comes into the office, and puts me down. What a vile stinking woman she is. AND now work is so quiet I am worried that they might not keep me on - I pray that I keep my job, even though I have to work with the worst woman that you could EVER have the misfortune to end up working with. I pray she retires, but I don't think that will happen, they'll carry her out in her box - but that will probably be me before her as she's KILLING me slowly but surely.
Anyway, some pic's - at long last.
Tuesday, 8 September 2009
Tuesday 8th September, 2009
have missed out all the exciting stuff - NAH not really. We moved on Tuesday 25th August, 2009 to our rented house. Well lets get the timeline done!
Liz wouldn't cover for the move on Monday - I hate that woman! we signed for the rented place on the Monday instead - it was all so hecticl. We didn;'t get back til about 5 pm on Monday 24th and then we had absolute loads to do - but got to bed by 1 am. 25th went in a whirl of a day - and I didn't really get time to say goodbye to my lovely house - HOWEVER, now I have moved it;s made me realise that it wasn't a lovely house, it was a financial burden and it was also so very difficult to keep clean, I was so tired keep cleaning.
This house is tiny in comparison but easy to keep clean.
Will upload some pic's when I'm online properly.
Gotta go.,
Liz wouldn't cover for the move on Monday - I hate that woman! we signed for the rented place on the Monday instead - it was all so hecticl. We didn;'t get back til about 5 pm on Monday 24th and then we had absolute loads to do - but got to bed by 1 am. 25th went in a whirl of a day - and I didn't really get time to say goodbye to my lovely house - HOWEVER, now I have moved it;s made me realise that it wasn't a lovely house, it was a financial burden and it was also so very difficult to keep clean, I was so tired keep cleaning.
This house is tiny in comparison but easy to keep clean.
Will upload some pic's when I'm online properly.
Gotta go.,
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