Well.

Week 1 - lost 5lb's = quite chuffed with that.

HOPE that I could have, at least another 3lb's off next week - that would be a great start.

Tired - worn out - threats of redundancy at work, but boss says that it's high and middle management - hope so, I might be bored in my job but it's easy to do and the girls are good to work with. THANK GOODNESS for that !

how many more times do I say 'how quickly the times goes by'

Been back at work over a week. I am bored. BUT the girls are lovely. It's not a worry to go into work, and I don't feel threatened. So I am kinda happy really.

Started back at slimming world last Tuesday - wasn't as heavy as I feared...........still need to lose at least 2 stones though. Not been too bad, I can't get into diets properly these days and only follow them loosely. BUT am thinking about being slim again etc, so I think it's at the forefront of my brain at the mo. I hope. I would love to be a lot slimmer for Christmas. AND for all the walking about I have to do at work.

wednesday 14th - I think

lost track of the days ..................... wednesday so been off work for 3 days. I feel loads better today, still got the wooshing and swooshing in the ear, still a little dizzy, was determined to go into work today until I bent down to get the iron to iron Key's shirt for work and nearly ended headplanting into the wall again !! - I hope this dizziness passes very soon, I hate the feeling and how can I work rushing up and down the bays filing - pulling records - to and fro the computer - it's going to be a nightmare. I feel so bad taking time off work, I know they are exceptionally busy, but nothing I can do.

I shall get everything ready for work tonight, and get up real early so that I can take my time getting in tomorrow. Just hope they're all ok with me taking time off when they are so rushed off their feet.

so - it's time to get it done !

Sunday my ear infection got much much worse - this is about the 4th - 5th time since last november - Sunday night/Monday a.m didn't sleep a wink because of the pain in my ear despite paracetamol and ibruprofen. Throbbing and wooshing and swooshing and itching, driving me crazy. SO I didn't go into work. I felt awful, I hate taking time off.

AND as I got out of bed I suddenly found myself 'up the wall' - dizzy panicking a little. Anyway, rang into work sick. Got a doctors appointment who was very nice and prescribed antibiotics and ear drops - BUT looked back again at my records. Those two blood tests in Feb and March despite being told they were fine 'they are fine the doc said BUT with having all these ear infections and my blood sugar was high and cholesterol was high, it needs further investigation' - so I am worried and have booked a Glucose Tolerance Test at the hospital in Nuneaton when I got back - doctors orders..............................so fingers crossed it all works out OK and IF I get back on my diet properly I could very easily beat this thing. I hope so anyway.

Mr IB came and has lost 2 stones in 3 months on SW - I know I need to go back. I know Key needs to lose weight too - but I know that Key couldn't eat how IB does - so it's going to be difficult.

Anyway, something has to be done. Home again today, back at work tomorrow providing my ear doesn't see me looking as if I've had 6 pints of beer as I am still pretty dizzy around here!

Two weeks have passed since I last posted.

Blimey how quickly those weeks go by.

How I wish I could be on holiday every week. I really missed my holiday this time around. Tired too. I am bored in the job, I have to keep reminding myself that it is much better for me to be bored but happier than not bored but working with shitface - I am so glad to be away from her but I am still angry she forced me out that job - she should be retired. Nasty vile stinking woman that she is.

However, I do have a laugh with new girls I work with - and they are fine with me - I just wish that the job was more interesting - it's quite brain numbing. Having said that IF I was to do 'all' the job then it wouldn't be so bad - maybe they'll teach me the rest of the job soon. I hope so, because I don't know how long I can be brain dead really.

Might be going to Keirs tonight for Dinner, supposed to be last night but they were in bed all day beause Keirs going through yet another bad sleeping time with his M.E.

Korin is looking great on her died. Must attach a pic - I really MUST MUST MUST knuckle down - I have lost the 3lb's I gained on holiday, but I realy could be half a stone lighter after two weeks - so gotta get to it - feeling really uncomfortable in the heat of the office.