Finally had the OFFICIAL offer of job

although it's on email - did give my notice in. Boss accepted it as if I'd just given her the stats for the week - it;s quite disgusting really how I've been treated at this place. I never was one to worry about what people thought about me, here though, it's quite evident they all dislike me. ALL because of the problems I had with her. HOW I HATE HER.

She came in Tuesday and was her usual vile self for the first 10 minutes then I told her I had a new job and was leaving - her sweet sickly smile came to her face and she said 'OH I am SO pleased for you' - no you're not lady, you are pleased for yourself.

I am stressing over not having the actually fully official paperwork - I hope it comes early part of this week - if it doesn't I shall have to go collect it from my new HR because I am worried they might change their mind and now my notice is in !

In some ways I cannot wait to leave, in other ways I am so nervous about starting YET another job. Hope I do OK there, HOPE above all HOPE that the people are nice.

Fingers crossed eh. Start on 18th May. JUST 3 WEEKS TIME.

Keir moved into his new flat this week and we've been having to to and fro like yo-yo's - but hopefully he'll settle down over the next couple of weeks.

Korin hasn't got into Derby uni - she is most upset.

Did pick her car up though and HOPEFULLY, it looks that way anyway, that it's a good one. WE HOPE.

Tired, worn out - housework and all the to-ing and fro'ing etc.

I need to lose about 7lb's before starting my new job. WAS 13.1 - distgusted with myself - so will post weekly and HOPE that by the time I start I shall be back to 12.7 - gotta try.

Signing out.

work tomorrow.

what more can I say, it's good that SHE isn't in - well I suspect she isn't she changes her hours and days to suit herself but expects me to 'run everything by her'. I am terribly ashamed to say that I'm 54 and bullied. I was a self confident woman before starting work with her.

How I hate her.

I hope tomorrow is OK and the rest of the week, I feel thoroughly ashamed I allowed HER to make me bite back last thursday and the boss to hear the argument. I have managed to not let HER get to me since Christmas but it's been so so hard.

Anyway, I hope things are OK this week, because I really don't know if I shall cope with it when she's in on Tuesday..............................shaking head and feeling really low.

I HATE LIZ WOOD WITH A VENGEANCE

that woman I work with is the most vile, horrible, nasty, stinking, fucking shit bag you could EVER have the misfortune to work with.

I pray that my new job comes about soon because I really don' t know how much longer I can cope with her - I have put up with her immature nasty vile stinking ways towards me for 16 months and it's got to stop.

The last two weeks my life has been hell again, she has called me a liar on about 12 occasions again, about 50 times since I've worked with her. I do not lie - I just go to work to do a job and SHE will not let me get on with it - she nit picks and nit picks and nit picks until I bite back. I try so hard to just ignore her but she is ON AT ME THE WhOLE FUCKING DAY.

How I wish she would go home and break both her legs and have to have the next month off work whilst I move on to my new job.

I realy do not wish her any harm - OH what am I saying - I do, I hate every bone in her body for what she has said and done to me over the 16 months I've worked with her - she has hidden things and kept things from me and given me wrong information and just made my life difficult and unbearable.

I cannot cope with her any longer. I cried all the way home again yesterday - I cried myself to sleep. I woke up and the first thing that came to my mind - was her.

I hate her - I really really really hate her.

I don't know where I ache the most !

Yesterday after my last blog entry I decided to cut the back lawn for the first time, it was quite overgrown and it took about an hour and half to do the lawn and all the edges, I ached when I got in, but this morning my legs weren't that good.



FORTUNATELY I had today off - got Hubby to drop us off at Derby University for Korins interview for the Photography course. We were up and out by 7.30 am and got to the university at 8.30 am - practically the first there. Interview was supposedly at 9.30 am but then found out to our dismay that EVERYONES interview was at 9.30 am..........................Fortunately I told Korin to keep up front and make sure she was one of the first interviewed. I don't know how she did it because she normally hangs back and lets everyone in before her, but she was the first one interviewed and we got away by 10.40 am. I knew that Key would be tied up in a meeting at 10 am to about 11 so we decided to get public transport:



walked from University to the local'ish shop to get money out for bus fair............about 15 minutes walk.

Waited for bus - bus arrived - going the wrong way - walked over the road waited for bus and got bus into Derby town centre.

Walked from bus stop to McDonalds for a burger - far too busy - decided to walk back to bus station to get bus to Burton-upon-Trent.

Bus dropped us in middle of Burton - walked through to McDonalds - really really busy so went to Subway - ate a quick sub of the day and then walked up to Burton railway station and got the train to Tamworth.

Walked from Tamworth town centre up the glascote road to home - got home at 1.40 pm.

We left the college at 10.40 arrived home at 1.40 - 3 hours - EXHAUSTED is NOT THE WORD.

Work tomorrow - BIG sigh and depressed about it because she's been there today and no doubt left me NO work to do whatsoever.

Hate her. Hope to hear from new job this week - fingers and toes crossed.

Wish Koz had heard that she had that job she went for interview for last Monday - never mind huh.

What a strange old week huh

Keir and Oliva came over for dinner on Easter Sunday - I've probably blogged that already.

Monday was a nice relaxing Easter Monday - Key worked - and I scrapped. Cooked a meal for him to come in to. Got everything ready for work.

Tuesday - went to work - SHE came in and within 10 minutes had started - I hate her with a vengeance. Cannot describe how she turns my blood cold with how vile she is - I wish my new job would hurry up - but I'm still waiting.

Wednesday morning I woke with the most vile of headaches - it was terrible and I felt boiling hot. I just couldn't go in to work - and spent most of the afternoon in the loo, not sick - just the other end which explained the 'hot-ness' I experienced all day long.

Thursday I had to take Korin to the hospital for her ultrasound scan - I still didn't feel right but much better than I had on Wednesday - her scan was OK and the radiographer said he couldn't see anything at all - although the gall bladder had rather a lot of fluid in there - whatever that meant, Korin didn't querie it and I wasn't in there with her so we'll have to find out off the doctor when she gets the results - I couldnt' wait to get out the hospital though it was mega hot - with me not feeling too marvellous too.

Friday I had two reflexology treatments and took Korin to the doctors - and I managed to scrap all night long - feeding my other new blog too - looking up loads of new 'altered' sites - I'm really getting into that now.

Saturday and Sunday I have spent time crafting, doing a bit of housework, doing long walks with the dog to try and get some weight off - I have gone up again - and would love to get rid of half a stone before starting my new job - my trousers would then fit much more comfortably.

Korin has lost a stone.

I miss Keir being at home.

Tomorrow sees Korins interviews at Derby University - I don't know if her heart is really in this, or whether shes just doing it for something to do........................Imight be very wrong - and I hope she loves it when/if she goes - I think it will do her the world of good.

NOT AT ALL LOOKING FORWARD TO TUESDAY as I am back at work with SHITBAG. I hate her hate her hate her hate her hate her.

Time for bed.

Easter Saturday

Another crap day at the shop. Very disappointing. Will it ever take off properly ?

This picture I took from the frame and thought it would be damaged. It's not. The photo is over 21 years old. I can't believe how young we are in the picture. Someone has stolen all those years. They have gone in a blur. I am so sad that we are 54 years old and that time has whizzed by.

Have scrapped all day too - did a bit of housework but not a lot. Got Keirs and Olivias washing done.

They are moving on 22nd. I felt they didn't want us there - Olivias mom and dad are coming down for the day. I hope I've read it wrongly.

Key in bed early - 9 pm as he's going fishing tomorrow. It will do him good. I'm cooking a turkey dinner and Keir and Olivia are coming - if they come. It seems that they say yes and then change their mind. I hope it's not me.

Good Friday

This is one of the ATC's I made today - it's made from a beer can.


Easter Already, where has this year gone to already huh.





Been crafting today - ATC'ing to be precise - for Precious on Do-Crafts................she sent me 5 lovely ATC's and I've had 2 weeks to send her 5 and haven't gotten round to doing them. I finally sent in my Navy inchies and have decided to pull out of the monthly inchie swap now so I can do more ATC's and start to think about doing some LO's maybe.





I am tired today.................





SHE was vile yesterday - whats new. Two references are now in Gill says she gave me a good reference and I think Ann did too - just waiting on my Occy Health report and as (HOPEFULLY) there is nothing wrong with me then it should be full steam ahead for an early May start. Fingers crossed.





I am still angry about being forced out of my job by that shitbag, but I need to get away from her negativeness - We hadn't seen each other for 4 weeks or thereabouts and she came in from Tuesday to Thursday talking to me vile and accusing me of dong things I haven't done. I hate her with every bone in my body - I HATE EVERY BONE IN HER BODY.