Wednesday 19th May

Well my new job started yesterday and I was really nervous. So so worried about it all really, I don't know why. I reckon Liz had knocked my confidence more than I ever thought she had. I hated that woman and although I am free from her - I still feel that I SHOULD have done something about her.

I wish I had gone off sick for months until they found me something else. I just hope that all this situation doesn't rear it's ugly head in the next few months.

MY NEW JOB - the people are very lovely and nice. AND that pleases me. The job yesterday seemed exceptionally boring ! I was really worried and although I finished at 1 pm I was thinking that I dind't want to go back today. I did - OF COURSE I DID, I'd never not give something a chance. AND today, it was a bit boring in the morning - but there are aspects of all jobs that are boring - and the late morning and early afternoon I sat with Linda (who explains things exceptionally well) was showing me stuff on the computer and how they send records to other departments etc. So it went quite quickly. AND they are all so much more easy going that at GHH - it was a much much better day.

I don't miss GHH - IF today is to go by I reckon I will fit in well at this place - at lease I hope I do anyway. I hope it's not too long to learn the job, but they're all saying take your time and don't rush etc............................I can't believe how much more they are laid back at this place than at Catering in GHH - STILL no word from AO'B and don't reckon she will contact me now, how disgusting is it that your manager doesn't bother to ring you to say goodbye and wish you all the best. They were ALL rubbish at GHH and I hope they one day get their cummuppence (sp?)

AND I hope it's soon and I hope that I find out about it - that'll give me a laugh.