Awful week

Well - was with HER - hate her more everyday I have to work with her.

Heard from big job - no interview - gutted, but know that I wouldn't have liked the hours anyway. They said they'll keep my name on file - but don't they always say that anyway?

Korin heard from DM too - no interview, no job. She is gutted too - she is so desperate for a job, wish something would come along for her too.

K & O at her moms for a week - hope she wants to come home? - home being here with K.

My ear infection cleared but I now have a large boil right by my R nipple - it is SO SO painful.

Heard from doctors and more blood tests - with boils and ear infections it worries me that it might be diabetes. Although it can be diet controlled - I hope, so will have to knuckle down. Wated to lose some weight before interview on Tuesday..........................Got to turn trousers up and have bought a new cardigan too to look a bit smarter - I hope.

Real tired tonight.

Grungepaper Roses - everyone is doing it doing it doing it - cutting out six petal flower templates and grunging it grunging it !

I just looked at how much I have spent on craft stuff over the last month - THIS has to stop. I have gone from spending virtually NOTHING to spend spend spend again, little 'wins' on ebay can easily mount up to £20 - £25 a week with P&P - two trips to Hobbycraft another £25. Metal paints £10.................and I went absolutely crazy on the MM metal toppers - it really has to stop. I know I earn, but at this rate I'll get us back into the red.

SO - didn't buy the grungepaper at £6 for a 12x12 piece - was very tempted. HAVE though painted PVA onto paper and cut out flowers and made the rose and the petals stay put. IF I can I shall add a pic - it's not the best rose ! - but if I grunge it up with tim's alcohol inks - or sparkle it up with cosmic shimmers - I think they'll LOOK OK - I probably won't make anymore now ! Tee Hee.

bloody hell, just realised it's 11 pm again.

Goodnight.